So the baby's skin has been horrible!!!
Literally the worst baby skin I have ever seen.
Last saturday it was so bad that her eyes were swelling up and so i took her to the Dr to see what was going on.
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| These aren't even close to how bad and red and entirely covered her poor skin was!! my poor sweet girl |
Dr. said it looked like an allergic reaction to something...
So this week we took her off formula (which was helping me to survive!!) and then I worked on no dairy or wheat... which was difficult to say the least.
well since off the formula she looks like a different kid! and I'm still working on my diet.. but it definitely getting there
Two nights ago I walked a mile then ran a mile and a half.
It felt awesome, but also I felt incredibly weak! mostly in my legs, I just have no muscle and a lot of extra adipose tissue - for reals people.
So I'm excited to really start to loose my weight!! I have about 12 lbs to get back down to pre-preg (#4) weight, but I really never lost the last 5 - 10 from Kai (#3).... So my goal is to drop 25 lbs... (my ultimate goal is to drop 30) by the time I turn 30 this coming SEPTEMBER 1st - I really really want to be in the best shape!! and a tan couldn't hurt either :)
Since I have no school work stressing me out, and nothing that my brain is occupied with, I can feel all my stress already being channeled towards weight loss. It's like this stress and control trigger... I just wasn't able to do it last time cause I was so consumed with life with school and then after mom stuff, and school stuff I just had no motivation left to push me to do any kinda of exercise. Now I don't have anything else to drain me but my kids and apartment and chores... and I definitely will be using my need to exercise as a daily break from it all. I know I will have to be selfish to make it happen. But I think I deserve a little time every day to exercise, and I think it will be super super good for me and it will make me happy and help drive me through each day. I also think it will really help to keep me away from the blues that I can get so easily.
So anyway... I'm stoked :)
And I can't wait to loose some weight and buy a new swim suit w/ my mother's day money :)
And let me tell ya - if you want some motivation, go try something on in the Target fitting rooms... those things are down right brutal - I can see every angle of my body that no one should have to see, and its something that I want to change... those mirrors and that lighting... ugh! I just always feel my most disgusting in the target fitting rooms... yuck - hate it. So looking at myself tonight is another reason for my resolve.
Got to DO IT!!
LOSE 25 - 30 lbs in 110 days
GOT TO DO IT!
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