October 30, 2009

Warning!!  I'm going to vent


k- this semester is seriously kicking my butt.  I am running on no sleep and caffeine every day, and i'm not really making it on that
The last couple of days I've been falling asleep while I'm driving, or sitting in class...  so worst case is I kill us all, and least is that I get embarrassed in front of some college kids....  and I still have not been able to get a nap in - though that's all I want- I want to nap!  so bad.  I want to put my kids down for a nap and lay down with them...  oh that would be heaven.

Last night all the kids were down early- that's cause we had a crazy day stuck in honolulu and waikiki - exhausting really - and so they were blissfully all asleep at 8 or 9..  even Kai... so by the time I was dying, dragging myself across the floor to my bed after midnight... or course that's when Kai decided to get up nearly every hour - meanwhile I have organic chemistry and genetics probability problems taunting me in my "sleep"  ...   then the kids got up before 7...  ooooo, I know that's not a big deal to some, your kids  up at like 6 or something ridiculous...  but oh...  an extra hour of sleep would have been heaven this morning...
So I honestly don't know how to do it today.... I had like 4 assignments to do, and I only got 1 mostly done... then I have a ward activity to do tonight...   so...   I'm needing a miracle today

AND

I have another organic chemistry test i have to take today until monday...  I guess I will be in the library on halloween  fine by me

4 comments:

The Tafuna Family said...

whoa
that was intense....

in the words of a great legend, may he rest in peace...

DON'T WORRY, BE HAPPY!!!

Leslie said...

Good luck! and (((hugs)))

Melissa said...

you sound so crazy busy! let me help! if you need a babysitter or anything let me know k?

stef j. said...

i SO remember those days ... and i only had ONE at home (and one in the belly for the last semester).

it's so incredibly hard and depressing and you wonder what in the heck you're doing this for and when will you ever sleep more than 4-5 hrs at a time, and would 7-11 please please please stock up on their RUMBA energy drinks, yada yada yada.

but then you graduate, and you're done. and life is normal again. and it's SO worth a few months (years) of absolute insanity.

i think...