Oh and this little ticker over here ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------->
That's full of crap that's what that is! it's basically a big fat lie.
I can't get my weight off and it's freakin me out!!!
I basically feel super super horrible - i just loath myself and my body.
Chris and I did this detox the other day... k, well I started it one day, but didn't know what I was doing, so we researched it some more and did it saturday. We took this powder supplement thing and drank tons of water... and it was supposed to like flush you out. So I'm gagging down the stuff - dry heaving and all of it! - and so is Chris.... but Chris - right after I swear he goes and sharts out like 5 more lbs... and I'm just left feeling sick and more sick... (SORRY TMI - but if you know me, you know that's the risk you take getting on here my friends)
So that was a big ole BUST!! I was hoping it would jump start something...
It probably going to make me gain more weight... oh well.
Tomorrow I got to tell myself I'm just starting over.. and not worrying about it. Jillian will kick my butt - and then I've got to run... I've got to run... the only time I loose weight is when I run and run and run. My metabolism must suck cause I have to eat next to nothing and run my bloody brains out... so that's on the menu for tomorrow.. so I got to get some sleep tonight... AND.... that's all
... I think :)
g'night all
2 comments:
Leisa Marie, if you're stressing about your weight then you're making cortisol which retains belly fat. you gotta destress or you'll NEVER lose weight, simple as that hun. Destress and you'll drop it. oxo
Time, you gotta give yourself time. It's not going to drop off quickly because you are a woman. You can't compare yourself to Chris because he's a man, hehe. Good luck! It took me a year to get back to a size I was ok with.
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