wow today was an emotional day
I think the hormones really hit and I cried a lot
and it felt good
I mean it hurt like hell to cry,
but it felt good to get it out.

I walked the halls and found babies here.

Imagine that!
Babies in labor and delivery!  ha!
I can't wait to see my baby tomorrow.

Everything is setting me off.
I had to move rooms to make way for other mom's... and under the bed I saw that cute little pink card they give you...  this one actually

and it was bad.  It was messy and bad.  I randomly cried and blubbered as the nurse wheeled me to the other room.  I think they felt bad for me cause they brought me flowers and a card.  I totally wasn't crying cause I had to move rooms... I just saw the pink card and my heart couldn't dam up the emotion anymore.  well - the flowers are pretty  :)

But I feel so much better now...  free from holding back any emotion... and tomorrow is a new day - the day I get to get outta here and see my little spit-fire.  I can't wait to smell her.  I hope she smells good - like a baby - and not like me...like old-person-hospital-stank.  :)   she's got to smell sweet right?  she's a baby!

Chris and our new Bishop - Bishop Murdock - the best bishop on the planet - came by tonight.
I received a Priesthood blessing.  And it was awesome.  I forget as a mom that I need those sometimes.  I just want to make sure everyone one else gets it if they are sick...   but I got a blessing and it was special and awesome :)  and I have work to do, and I have so much to be grateful for.
The baby got a blessing tonight too :)  I am one happy, tired mom tonight.

Thanks again to everyone who has helped us today.  We are so blessed.  Thank you so much